tell me...

are you sure you're okay? no. im not.

It takes me sometime to realize some things, and sometime to accept facts and sometime to understand people.
And there are some, that I wished, I never knew to begin with.
For some reasons, we have to expect the unexpected.

I hate it when things dont go as planned. One of the few reasons why I hate to plan and choose to see what fate have instore for me is because it hurts when the plans fail. Nonetheless, there must be some effort from both (or whichever) parties to atleast shape the fate. It is inevitable to have expectations. It will only boil up my guts when expectations are not met. Ee. Now I sounded like some tutor from English department talking about expectations.

Work has been fine. I tend to feel more worked out if im on morning shift. and just when I found my comfort zone, got myself used to the environment and routine, it was time to bid farewell. It's the last day at forty-eight today. Going to thirty-seven next.
Anyways, I really need good food to keep me sane. and catching up on indon flicks or prabably Korean dramas - will be totally awesome! Long weekends which is equivalent to four-day-off-duty starts tomorrow and I really hope I make the best out of the upcoming days and nothing shitty decided to slot into my schedule for tomorrow. Pretty please? That's not all. I have to also start studying religiously for my semestral exams which is in two weeks time.

I'm cleaning my room up now. Revamping it to be a conducive environment to study in. Haha. Maybe then I can start studying religiously. Its just me. I always anticipate for indirect motivations. Alrighty then!

See you angels.

Lots of love, N.