berrylite

They say, your friends are your release. They're who you have the most fun with, and yet when the going gets tough, those people turn around and suddenly they're not just making you laugh, they're being this rock and giving you all their advice. Even though you're so much your own person, if you dissect yourself, I guarantee you your freinds are in there. Their influence is incredible. Best freinds are what you need most.

Friday. The initial plan got called off again. I'm still feeling a little sore. Oh well, it's beyond any of our control. Anyways, had dinner at Pastamania, had Koi and then sat at berrylite for hours just talking and if i may add, those little secrets, discovering ourselves. You know, I love you girls!

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The one thing I hate most is saying goodbye. It's never been easy for me. I mean, how do you approach the concept of goodbye? Goodbyes are all different. Some are for a day. Some are for a month. but others are forever. And the concept of forever is hard to accept. It's like, hey, I'm never going to see you again, goodbye. It doesnt feel complete. but I think that's what goodbyes are. they're incomplete and you honestly don't know how long the goodbye will last. It's a part of life. A part of life I could do without.

and yesterday, in the office during break, I saw my manager tear-ed. I stood up from my seat and gave her a BIG hug. and then my eyes felt watery too. Pretty much of an emotional moment. Now my heart feels heavy if I were to leave the place permanently too :( I wanted so much to have someone to talk to about this, but I cant and wont say soon (anymore)  because I know that soon never seem to come.

End note: Today is Daddy's day and I had a fair share of both micro and macro celebrations. Happy Daddy's Day again to all daddy and daddy-to-be out there. Im telling the whole wide world that I've got the best Daddy in the world! ♥

P/s: Pics will be up on FB soon.

Much love, Nin.