Several warm nights in a row. SIGH. It's not easy falling asleep at such temperatures. My throat hurts like a bitch, and my ears have a lot of built up pressure, my nose is spewing out purulent mucus. Bacterial? or Viral? Anyhows, I'm not taking the amoxicillin.
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I keep having these deja vu flashes. It's mildly disconcerting. Wonder if they're just neurons misfiring in my brain for a brief millisecond, or something more than that. But I am convinced that I've dreamt of those scenarios before. I often dream of things that tend to happen in the distant future, when I least expect it. Freaky, that's all.
The other day, I caught a glimpse of something that warmed my heart. To be able to lounge and be candidly ugly. To have the source of warm ideas and sounds lean over. Even though it's not real, for now, at least, I can believe it to happen. Ah, the powers of imagination.
Be still my heart; thou has known worse than this.
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This is cute:
"If she loves you, if she really loves you, you'll know it. If you can wake to her staring at you and it's not even mildly creepy, if you catch her smelling the shoulder of the hooded sweatshirt you lent her for an autumn walk at the beach, and not for B.O., if she makes you a pancake in the shape of a shark, if she calls you drunkenly at four in the morning 'to talk', if she laughs at your jokes when they're funny, and make fun of you when they're not, if she keeps her fridge stocked with Guinness tallboys for when you come over, if she tells you when she wishes she were closer to her sister and that her dad makes her sad; She loves you, of course she loves you."
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This is the after effect of watching chickflicks during holidays. Ruins my brain.
For the matter of fact, I'm in the midst of watching Mean Girls now. hahaha. This entry is totally unnecessary. or rather, not essential.
...I suppose I got attacked by the insomnia bugg. meh.
Pyramid; Charice feat. Iyaz + Solo; Iyaz + Hajj IS ON REPEAT.
Have a good weekend everyone!
Love, Nin.
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