As my semestral exams is coming in about a month and will end soon after, its making me think alot. alot of my future and my life currently. Im left with about 3 weeks of school, of academics and theory. My final moments with the classmates as a whole. I will be having my vacation and attachments proper in the next semester. No more stepping into the school boundaries for dry lectures, boring tutorials and whatever that comes along with it. I am certain that I will miss those times.

(and suddenly feeling so emo.)

Can you imagine next year, I can no longer say I am a student. I'll be out in the working world. It's really quite overwhelming. The uncertainty what the future has in stored for you, For all I know within a blink of an eye another 20 years would pass again. I've been doing quite alot of reflecting recently, on life and alot within myself and I realise that these past few months, everything has been passing really fast that I havent had much time to just stop, look and reflect till today. I dunno, but I have an instinct, life for the next few months, isnt going to be easy but I'll take my chances.

On another random seperate note...

In life, there are many things we don't like to see happening, certain situations unfolding before our eyes... But I've learnt that these are all beyond my control and all I am left to do is accept what's true, facts. Whether we like it or not, they will still be like this. It's their choice, really, none of ours. Accept it too? Don't be so affected by it anymore (:

I had a bad Tuesday initially. and just like shaker fries and honeydew milktea arent enough to get me smiling again, I had putu piring with the lovely people for supper; Fauzi and Fidah. & Thank you Khai for the drink-treats! :D

Love, N.