I can't help but feel sore that it's taking so much to keep us all together.

It struck me deep down inside. Forcing me to ask myself. Have we been too selfish that we only cared about our own individual feelings (all these while eversince we are not in terms with each other)? at the expense of sacrificing/neglecting someone else that needs us now. both of us?

I didnt know it was going to hurt this much knowing that you still cared. knowing that it hurts you to see us in this state.
I'm sure abang misses you too.

:'(