Holidays.

Technically it's Monday already. So, Sunday. I spent my whole afternoon sleeping. Nice weather baby! and I turned down the so-called dinner invitation. bacause I was too lazy to get out of bed. sucha PIG I know. :P We're making it up on Wednesday instead. so yea. LOVEactually was showing on Channel-5. and of course, that caused me to cry. On top of that, I love it.

My previous relationship turned out real bad to an extent that im afraid to move away from companionship and pursue into a real relationship again. Obviously for me and Mr _, nothing would change between us. But, expectations would. That's how predictable everything is. I expected alot from the previous one. You see, promises were made and I held on to it tightly. And it sucks real bad when nothing happened. Im afraid that I cant uphold my responsibilities as a girlfriend when we're in a relationship. I really like the way things are between us currently. I feel comfortable and secure and I hope you do too. It's not that I'm not ready, but I just feel that it doesnt really matter. Then again, it's just a status. How we feel about each other matters more. Dont feel rejected cause you know you're already a part of me.

And my favourite, quoted from love actually...
My wasted heart will always love you!

Lots of love, Nin.