shine on, love.

Say goodbye to the cute `lil ones at CCK primary and HELLo to ortho/surgical ward at CGH. I'm superr-duperr caught up with work. Morning shift tmrow and evening lesson* after that. Same goes to Friday. Literally running around. and it feels a whole lot like a timeBOMB. every second counts.

It hurts when you see (people)/someone close to you dissipating both in mind, attitude and spirit. As much as I want to say I'll understand, I don't. Because I am not the one that's going through it. Nonetheless, rest assured, my shoulders are free for you to cry on. to lean on. We could meet up and just stare at each other without any words spoken, if that would make you feel better.

With so much that's going on, nothing actually is for certain. Whether or not things turn out the way you want it to, whether or not you're able to take the pressure, whether or not you'll be assured of a smile at the end of the day - we're all going to have to suck it up, and take it all in. Even if only bit by bit, all we need is for our system to digest whatever we go through. I guess all that I'm trying to say is - No matter what God throws into your platter, no matter who leaves you, no matter what kind of a sick freak abuses you emotionally/physically; always always remember that it happened for a reason. And as much as you're not going to be able to be so positive/optimistic 24/7, bear in mind that He gave it to you only because He knows you'll be able to get out of the situation fine.

Shine on. and always register this in both your heart and mind that,

I.LOVE.YOU.

Lots of love, Nin.