Mohd Hamsin Nashrudin, I'm very much disappointed with you. (I know you read in here, I dont care when, but I freaking hope you do come across this entry one day) Honestly, I feel fucking terrible. Of all people, I expected you to pick up the signs. but no. you were busy catering to your own needs and fantasies, whatever u call it. Who am I to intrude?

I'm in the anger phase right now, since I seemed to have skipped past it a month ago. But I'm pissed at a lot of things especially being asked to do things when I don't want to. Maybe I'm angry at everything.

I know it's been dusty in here. Im gonna revive and revamp this space soon.

Feeling very friendless right now, but that's probably not far from the truth.
Thinking about that topic makes me feel a hundred more times more betrayed than I was when I started typing this entry.

Thank you, fate.