Okay so finally im feeling more of a new years mood to write more then those 8 lines i previously drafted. been lying on my bed wasting time and thinking a lot. Thinking bout what has happened throughout the year and the memories that i have learn to cherish.
Reading my previous blog post i can clearly say, a lot of things has happen and a lot has changed but lets also not forget the things that hasnt. I think there are a lot of things i wish to never have happen to me again, but i think those problems are not something i want completely out my memories cause after all these are what changes things in life and they are what make you learn to stand up when you fall.
One of the many things i have learn however, is the definition of choices. I use to hate choices. I didnt see why we werent just giving one option, then we can just take and deal with it. I final understood that these choices that we are often force to choose that seem tough actual direct and guide us in our journey in life. They help us decide the course and what happens and it is somewhat powerful knowing that ya life although it sometimes might seem like it aint in your control, it actually is.
Twenty-ten. has been a year with loads of transitions. The year where I slogged through my finals as a tertiary student, subsequently graduated and get my diploma. A year I actually signed up for a part time job. and months later it became- the year where I actually got a permanent job which im quite certain will stay as my career for at least half a decade down the road.
I also thank 2010 for meeting some incredible people in my life and getting back with the people whom have drifted away.
In succinct diction for some special people in no particular order:
- My family.
Mummy and Daddy for the endless support in everything i do. brothers and sister for the constant joy they bring to my daily life.
the extended family. cousins, mainly Zaini, Zi, Rizza, Sharul, Haiqal, Mira, Chia, Mimmie (too many to mention all names) for all the random outings and fun happenings. We see each other naked and we will grow old together. we all know whats best. always looking out and standing by each other in times of trouble. they say blood is always thicker than water. I will confidently say, till death do us part. much love.
- KBBG.
which is made up of the best friend, the favourites, the supper gang and the closest friends. Fauzi, thank you for always making the effort to keep all of us together. the late night suppers and all. thank you for all the colours you've added to this friendship. Asmah, who showed me how someone small can have a heart so big. Fidah, thank you for simply being you. Remember that we discover and learn new things every single day. Khai, it's a whole lot of different sets of both positive and negativity this past season has been. but you know and i know we learn and grow from it. with you around, I learn to treasure every moment. something that I will cherish for life. Izzat, i've definitely talk more sense with you this season. Maisara, for being the best bestfriend i could ever ask for. Ong and Wayne, you're both as amazing. Syaa, for playing mommy. Ruz, i've always appreciate how you see things and speak your mind. Susu, Finah, thanks for being the friend and the sister. nights of random conversations. and Idham. thank you for all the laughters you've brought.
We're gonna reach the decade mark in 2011. Lets bring it on. (:
- CathayDTE.
I've said this so many times and im gonna say this again. They are one of the best thing that happen to me in 2010. it feels like one big family there. Fyan would make my day. Omar would have his random moments and how we grumble if we had to do closing and subsequently opening the next day. Closing and bingo sessions with Ibni were the best. Han, Nas, Nash and Wan for their merepekness-ttm. Hazim for all the laughters and dancing. Vanda and Aishah for being my best cherry tomato partners in crime. Aidah and Hakim for all the sweet dramas. Auni and Mas and toliet breaks moment that i'll never forget. Nani, Leha for the movie-after-work treat. Nina, Nana "customer confusion episodes". Hazleen and Syahidah fun times with Shrek (im still sorry i've lost the pics). On top of it all, Seri, Rahman, Visfer, Jo and Alfred for being the most gerek managers.
- PRCP and NR0720.
The thick and thin. Project/assignments/lectures/tuorial madness. we slogged through the FINALs together. how could I not remember those times. Now we're all full-fledged, regardless of the various departments we're majoring currently, I wish each one of you have a promising and fulfilling new year. do not let the passion die. patients at heart of all we do!
- CGHW36.
Hannah. Liling and YJ. I wouldnt know how work will be without you girls. All the seniors, Theresa, Sharifah, Fath, Hawa, Rachel, Sherly, Ain, Nora, MJ, Kate, Dorin, Fritz, Rose, Shirhan, Kak Za (too many to mention all). thanks for all your dedication and helping us pull through these initial phase of working life. Not forgetting those in blues. sister LF and sister CSK for granting most of my requested off days and my leave!
- my NS
Hamsin. thanks for being there. I love how you always remind me big girls dont cry yet i still feel the most comfortable crying out loud to you. literally. Firdaus A. and your constant support. you've always got my back in times of down. like when daddy's sick you and maisara were there, constantly checking on me. even going beyond what you had to. Farhan, for all the random conversations and reassurance. for the breakfast, lunch and dinner treat too. Cant wait for you guys to finally shout it out loud ORD-OH!
- Pengantin boys and babes.
Sadly towards the end of the year, all the meet up kinda failed (due to work/school and NS commitment) we didnt end off well but deep down we all know we'll look out for each other. Ewan, Hafiz, Hannan (Khir and Malik), Izuan, Ilham, Zaidi, Nirzuan, Firdaus, Hamsin, Fadli. Shay, Ayuni, Kairiah, Aqilah, Maisara, Hudah, Nani. You guys rock my socks. Till the many more catch up this year. Wait, we're going for a holiday trip in April! Cheers to the friendship!
- New found individuals
like Syahir, thank you for letting me have that chance to know you better. how friendship blooms just by me crashing your friend's birthday party. Nicholas. The recent trip was awesome what more a memorable one for all of us. Love the way you stand firm with decisions. basically the way you define life. and if you have to know this, that's the simple reason why anyone or rather someone would fall for you. Rene. oh mummy to be! i'll never forget the mugging/ beancurd/colour pens episodes. I'll never forget that smile on your face when you walk down that aisle in that gorgeous white gown. Sylvia, how we can comfortably connect and talk about girls being girls. you know what. and Mo, not that i really know you. but atleast for the bits and pieces of the conversation we hold.
P/s: I knew the guys, Syahir and Nich through Fidah. the ladies, Rene and Sylvia through Khai (:
- Finally, there have been many many other people whom i haven't named and i apologise deeply (these people don't get any award or trophies for their desks even if they got named you know). but friends whom i've reconnected with this year, make me feel like family, students who've embraced me into their lives, friends whom i've drifted apart from this year that i still miss dearly, lost loves that left me with a bruised ego and heart (HAHA), people who've just stepped into my life with a huge bang from where i now live ... the list just keeps going on. and i'm so glad it does, because my life would be such a nightmare if the list ends somewhere.
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It might not have been the best year and if i could i would change alot of it but despite all i thank you all for making my 2010 yet another memorable year.
As for new years resolution. i really dun see the point cause no one or rarely anyone follows it cause people change all the time but if i have to make one. i only have one. i hope YOU stay happy :)
Life is like that. you live for the today and even though it might seem like its hard, you know you got all the great people around you to pull you up. cheers to more blessed times for 2011!
2010 will always be a momento ♥
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