midnight bottle

I wish people could see and believe in other people’s best intentions more often. Maybe it is just naive optimism to believe that most people do mean well, but fuck it, it’s what I believe. I can’t live in a world where I believe most people do things maliciously. I think that we’re all just trying to be happy and avoid hurting people, especially the people we care about, but too often actions are misunderstood and people jump to conclusions, missing the point. I believe in forgiveness and the best of intentions, and I can’t stand the drama that comes from people choosing to be angry over petty things, coincidences and mix-ups. Life’s too short to be pissed at everyone all the time. I just want to love all the time, and I wish more people would open up their hearts to the fact that it really is a choice they can make.



But I never told you, what I should have said. ):

Dear you,

Im officially missing you too. Im glad you called again just now. It's been a week and I hope you're doing alright. I talked to Daddy about you earlier on. He believes that you have those outstanding qualities- that landed you to where you are right now. I just wanna say im so proud of you. You need not worry, you need not fear of falling. Care less what others say, for as long as you're willing to do it sincerely, with all your heart, InsyaAllah you'll pull through. It's gonna be a tough one and a half years ahead (probably more, depending on your decision), and I'm going to be tied down and embark on a new working life too. but we'll find ways alright. Whatever your decision is after that, Mama, Abah and me will be right behind supporting you. Like I told you, I'll keep my promise as long as you keep yours. You mean alot to me like how I am to you. Patiently, waiting for EOY. Dont forget about that ride that you told me about. and the kinder bueno. and the USS treat? hahaha.

Love, N.