The love we all need;

A someone told me today of a girl who is going to get her heart broken after years and after stop listening to the rumors she heard, she put her heart out to a guy who he himself had no confidence that the relationship would work or I dont even think had a bother to make it work. It made me think and I came to the conclusion that "love doesn't suck, but its the people who make it seem like it does". How sometimes even when you tell yourself never to fall in love you just cant help it. I know there are some people out there who are fighting to have a love they cant grasp, I know people who want love but are too broken from the past love experiences and I know people who just keep falling in love. There are all kinds of people in the world, some you would regret loving but some you would enjoy and cherish. Both Up's and Down's are inevitable, I have gotten hurt and have hurt people too, I dont deny and I am even guilty of that. but what I have learned is that you should learn from the mistakes and cherish the one's who do love you.

People change, people leave and thats part and parcel of life but someone once said "it's better to have loved then never to have loved at all". Is holding the hurt inside ever gonna change the past? Is the holding of anger and revenge going to change what had happen or how hurt you are? Yes, it is human nature to have such pain, and it's okay to cry, it's okay to be angry, it really is.

What I really meant by when I say I "understand" is that I understand how love sometimes can make you feel a sense of lost. a sense of frustration and an overwhelming sense of god knows to express that emotion. the feeling of you being totally NOT IN control of your emotions. I admit, even sometimes i break down and i scream and i just really cry till there's no tears left in me. Trust me I know, I got hurt and gave up on love, but when I took another chance it reminded me why love was so great from the start. We gotta pick ourselves up turn to family and friends and you are never alone. So I leave this note to you all, choose to live life learning for the mistakes, focus on the making of new friends and cherish the ones you do have.

As for the girl, or anyone who got their heart broken, is going to be, or if about to break someone's heart, be strong and even though it might seem like everything is crumbling, believe in yourself, learn from your mistakes, and please don't give up on love cause there will always be someone who is out there who is going to love you the way you love him/her.

My end note: Thank you, to the people who loves me, who has always been there, who's never leave my side. It really is something amazing to have, and i'll always cherish it. :)

Lots of love, Nin.