Ghost little secret

Sometimes when things stop making sense it’s best to slowly remove yourself from everything and become a secret little ghost. unplugging your phone, leaving the internet, refusing to speak. you can drift through your days in a fog and- not think much about anything because thinking would lead to too many things. Your frail little heart may be too full of sadness to really want to bring those things up. Well my handsome and pretty little ghosties, usually this hiding away only leads to being a ghost much longer than anticipated. These ghostly vacations do not solve anything. They store your problems in a locked case deep in your glass hearts and once the box is full it will explode &; then &; then &; then you’ll be haunted.

Let’s try something new. Ghost to ghost secret: it will be tough and- it may hurt a tiny bit but think of how bad a glass-heart explosion could hurt. Grab my hand and please listen: being a ghost is oh so easy but is it as satisfying as we first believed? no no no. So let’s change. It will take a very brave heart. We must say what we believe! Fight for what we believe! Never back down. We must call on our close friends when we just feel like escaping. We must NOT escape. We must say yes to invitations to be surrounded by people who truly care. We must say no when we mean no. We must say yes when our heart says ‘yes yes yes’ but our fears make us want to say ‘no no no’. We must TALK. we must share our silly stories. We must not fear how we come off to strangers. We must believe that the people who will love us and; stay with us will be drawn to everything we do, every piece of our unlocked heart they see. being a ghost is quite easy and the easy way hardly ever leads to the most rewarding outcome.

Gosh. Where does all these come from and where is it leading to? Let’s just grab hands and watch the colour return to our cheeks. Im glad (within that short period of time, which felt as though I was having verbal diarhoea) we managed to talk about it. Common grounds, common understanding. Love you! ((:

On a side note, AVATAR was awesome.

It’s brilliant. I wish to watch it again. For 2 hours 40 minutes or so I wasn’t on this Earth, not burdened by my earthly thoughts. It was blissful to escape to a fantasy world. And at the end of it all, I thought to myself, given a choice, where would I want to be? On Earth or Pandora? Let’s face it, human beings have done despicable things. Why would I not want to lead a life of the Na’vi? But then the credits started rolling and it’s back to reality; I've got work at 7AM later! Hurhur.

and and and I WANT THIS CAN??

Okay. Gotta hit the sack now. Goodnight twits!

Love, N.