First day, new chapter

It's comforting to know that I'll be working together with all the fermiliar faces for this most intense and crucial period now. Especially Jamilah (who happens to be Finah's cousin) and Hakim (who happens to be Syahmi's cousin). And during the small talks I had with Hakim in between breaks, I manage to discovered that both of them are related to Dian and Danish too. Lets just call it- a small world. Ended shift at four today and had a total knock off soon after. All the way till dinner and im still drained. Overload of information and expectations for the coming months I suppose. This is it. The final lap. My brain is doing that floaty, mildly headachy, hypoglycemic thing again. Hmm, perhaps I'm entering hypoglycemic shock. WOOHOO. Yet, I sit here typing.

I've been pondering over this for quite sometime. And it only made sense after re-reading what I've type over at my tumblr. So now, Im reblogging it here.

You can’t tell someone you love them, then change your mind; that’s not how it works. Once you love someone you always love them don’t you? Isn’t there always a part of you that thinks of them for no reason? They’ll always be in the back of your mind and no matter how much you love someone else, you will always love them too.

Geeez, the rest of the week-days just wont work out :( Clash of schedule (plus I wont be online that often either) and the only thing im looking forward to will be Saturday. Oh, what should I get for my mortal yeah? and time. I need TIME.

It's only 10:30PM and guess what? Im turning in already. Goodnight.

Love, N.