Torsade de pointes

Twisting of the points -- that basically spells out my moods of late. I suppose fear of not having enough quality time and common grounds in the near future sends people (like me) into fibrillations, and all our thoughts jumble up. Coupled with tiredness... the world just spins in the opposite direction.

Woke up this afternoon with a dull headache, as if I was drunk with depression the night before. Maybe, I truly was, after devastating moments with mishaps that just weighed so heavily. Optimism, I'll get to you when I'm done with Worry. I can't believe I'm such an optimistic pessimist, I'm actually digging for silver linings in an obviously drowning notion. :( Still, it was nice knowing you bothered. LY!

I know Im kinda late but I've finally watched (500) Days of Summer. It was not long enough, in my opinion, certain things should've been elaborated on more. But overall it was good, it was funny, and..."because I wanted to!"

There are more shows I have watched and want to watch, actually.

It's okay, I can survive with the nagging feeling of this and I shall take my time blogging bout the rest. and WoW, now I'm at a loss of words already. It's like I have expressive aphasia and nothing that makes sense is coming out. I probably need a good long vent. But I have nothing to say. Nothing would make me happier for the moment that spending time with some friends and enjoying a nice, happy meal without any worries.

Anyway, I thought I should just clear some overdue post/pictures (for archiving purposes). Here are some pictures taken during Idham's and Fairuz's birthday surprise. Definitely MORE on FB. IMAGE HEAVY ahead (:

After much compromising plans and cracking of brains,

finally decide to have a surprise for Idham at his doorstep.

 

Cookies & Cream. Nice!

 

So, while Khai did his drama downstairs, we light up the candles.

 

and TADAA! Surprise! Let's just say he was REALLY surprise.

Double thumbs up for everyone!

 

Happy 18th Birthday Idham! You're LEGAL!

 

 

Headed to simpang for late dinner (as usual).

 

So we're like suppose to distract Ruz,

and then came the birthday cake for him.

Hope he was really surprise!

 

Anyway, Happy 20th Birthday Ruz!
Welcome to the TWO-O club! You're the last among us!

So, all that being said,
Ruz birthday surprise wraps up the cycle of KBBG surprise mission for the year!
Hip hip hoooray!
Wait up for the pic video. Im compiling all of them (:

Before I end. It's concert frenzy period. Say goodbye to November and Hello December. 6 days left till the sentence of PRCP. I want to read more books, go for runs, watch more of the whole list of movies. Im in need of Retail Therapy badly too. Im doing just that in the upcoming days. and how can I miss saying I miss you? Hehe. Miss you! That's all folks. Till soon!

Lots of love, Nin.