Coffee break

Yes. I took a break from all the readings. A bar of kit-kat would be nice (:

Now, allow five minutes of your time and look up the sky. When you put things in perspective everything seem so silly: we’re just fragments of the universe, and yet we can spend our whole lives fretting about stretch marks, big noses, small breasts, chubby fingers. what the hell?

Does it really seem worth it? How much of your day do you spend worrying: she’s prettier than me. oh my bum looks so big in these pants. oh she’d never choose me over him. oh that sounded so dumb. oh oh oh oh. Think of what you could be DOING with that time? What you could be thinking. BEAUTIFUL POWERFUL THOUGHTS. A new invention, a new story, the solution to a problem. You could be doing so much more. Embrace that time. For every silly negative thought think two positive ones. Yes, it’s hard. but eventually it won’t be.

Ive got no mood or whatsoever inspiration or motivation to blog recently. Somehow holidays doesnt spell like holidays to me. Firstly, maybe because FINALS are due in the coming two weeks. I got into surgical and im really thankful for that. I wanted to work and im pretty confident I would get the job instantly if I go for it but nah... i've decided that I should spent the remaining two weeks doing revisions, pampering myself. go for runs watch movies, retail therapies. And subsequently, be confident and do well for Finals. and whats in after finals have pretty much been decided.

Im getting kinda pissed with the cyber space too. Dont know if it's the lappy or the connection or just simply the space itself. but whatever it is, im pissed. I cant seem to mass upload pictures too and it's very annoying.

So Yan passed his TP and dad made a schedule for us on who gets to use the car and when. Bummer. Cant wait to get a car which I can call it my own. no wait, it's still going to be shared. another bummer. Saiful finally got a job at (insert a place here). So kudos. I wont have to hear him complain of boredom anymore. On the other hand, sis' finally on holiday and that means one thing. I have to spent some of my time- playing barbie dolls, watch Dora & HSM & Barney, and her recent addiction to Upin and Ipin. Drives me to the road of madness sometimes, but then again, how I love to see her happy (: Cheers to the sibling-hood!

I have three overdue entries. But I am not going to publish it until I got all the pictures uploaded. So thank you again for visiting fellow readers!

Have a good week ahead!

Love, Nin.