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Sometimes in life, we end up making decisions that no one else can comprehend but yourself. And then you start asking god, "why are you doing this to me?" And sometimes we even start blaming him for the kind of life we have. Yes, he probably planned the next twenty years of our lives, but at the end of the day, it's how you, as a person, make things out for yourself. God gives us almost anything we ask for, it's how you treasure each opportunity to make the right decisions for yourself just so that you are able to gain happiness from whatever you do.

I miss being "rebellious"- ( not that I literally am, thus the inverted commas), I miss going against everyone else's wishes to get what I want. But we all have to grow up someday and think about the people around us, don't we? If I were to make every decision based on what I want, that would make me very selfish. Think about Mummy, Daddy, my brothers and my sister. And of course, you. I'm clinging onto the fact that change is good and that life as a senior year student all the way until I graduate will be okay.

I've been through quite alot (physically, mentally and emotionally) just this past week alone; so to speak.

Anyway, the interactive talk/forum this morning was inspiring. The talk was about how to appreciate our parents better and thus strengten the family bonds. I thought Ustaz Sofyan Yadi did a great job in delivering his talk. I remember him talking about what should be our First Love, and that is, our family. No matter how many times each of us may falter, remember that- only family will look through the holes and stay through together.

Moving on to talk about my weekends now. It's defintely different from all the previous. A quiete time with the family. Spent both days at TTSH. Daddy got admitted and yeah, he spent his 47th birthday there. He had to go through another opt and alhamdulillah everything went fine.

^Picture taken two years back. I dont have better picture with him. hehe. Not that he's gonna read this BUT I'm gonna type it anyway. Dy, we should take pic together more often eyh? Just the two of us I mean (:

Here's to you Daddy,
Happy 47th birthday! Remember that, we’re all here for you like crutches supporting a broken limb (though you don't really have a broken limb). We will bring you forward in every step of the way.

Our pain will not kill us and what doesn't kill us only makes us stronger. =]

Remember what Mummy said the other day, you've been through much more pain than this. Our family have seen and felt your pain. We have stick and held on strong to one another until it all got better. So know that we'll do the same for you again this time round.

I will always pray for your speedy recovery and good health. Amin. Love you always!

P/s: Okay I hope this entry will clear off some dust in here. haha!

More exciting entries in the future *keeping those fingers crossed*; departure of the army boy(s), movie reviews ecetra ecetra. All that when I have the time okay? A week more to holidays! Take care babies. Till the next.

Lots of love, Nin.