The thoughts that linger.

Good morning everyone! Bahahaha! We're already a week into April. and it's Yaya's birthday today. Happy birthday loves! Anyways, how I wished I have a better reason for not updating, but eventually I don't. BUT I'll do an update now before people start "screaming" at me again. xP

Have you ever felt like, you're way past things in life and that you've moved on and all you can provide now is just smiles behind your computer screen? I have always been very approving of people chasing their dreams. and when you actually see it happen, it's just so, satisfying. Even as a friend. Or probably the strong bond and connection that make it more than just a friend. I recall times when you told me about your dreams and how you wanted to do this and wanted to do that and im glad that they came true. For someone who is very dedicated regardless of the situation; rain or shine, tears or laughter. Im happy for you and proud of you given the matter of fact. I have been proud of a few people the past few months. It doesn't take much to be proud of someone. Things like, changing your opinion in life for the better, achieving something you've long wanted to do. Life can be perfect even watching things from a perspective.

It's times like these when im reassured that, my happiness will always have to rely on someone else's. Happiness is not something you can fight for. It only comes when you fight for someone else's happiness.

I have been happy lately.

Alright past few days have been eventful. In summary;
What has past: Pre intensive syf preparation, the much anticipated syf, the "aftermath" after the verdict. Pocessing ideas for SKA.project. Haflah and Forum Perdana.
Coming up: 4C reunion, process more ideas of SKA.project, doc's appoinment, (gd friday)long weekend for the kidos, movie, picnic(?), meet up with much-missed cousins!

For now.

Lots of love, Nin.