I want nobody, nobody but you.

Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up. If a guy punches you he likes you. Never try to trim your own bangs and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. Every movie we see, every story we're told implores us to wait for it, the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe... it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is... just... moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope.

As efficient as he can be, he rang me up slightly after midnight. Yeah. It was much of a relief to hear his voice on the other line. Comforting to know he cares and always be on the front when I'm down. For the one who lights up my darkest nights, for the one who never fails to be there (spiritually). For the one who gives unexpected great advises (that somehow im living it up to be the princips of life) *laughs* Thank you Mohd Hamsin Nashrudin.

I still cant believe he snoozed me 23 times within a time frame of approximately 24 minutes! at the 25th minute he finally responded. Lucky him for not being late for work but of course he has to zooom his ass off to get there just in time. Seee. snooze me somemore laa. heh. Nonetheless, his baru-bangon voice- so sexxay. haaha.

I know I havent been blogging much lately. Not that there are any concealing issues to touch on anyways. Maybe there is. BUT im just plain lazy. In retrospect, holidays have been both productive and non-productive. Besides You-tubing, and Facebook-ing, I have been going back to school and hanging out with the usuals. ♥ Amazing how I wont get bored with them. Especially not when, we got swoon by Korean-hits fever (lately). Wonder Girls and Girls Generation. hahaha! Design Show 2009 at Temasek Poly tomorow with the girls. Afterwhich, I'll secretly hope they'll agree with Pastamania ((:

With that, do Stand By Me (:



Hopefully, no weird dreams tonight.

I shall rest my case for now and be a much happier being tmrow.
Goodnight lovelies!

Lots of love, N.