custody

Jealousy is an evil emotion.

It starts from a tiny spark deep in your gut, but fuelled by the directed mind and the hardened heart, it grows into something much bigger than itself. You coerce your mind and heart to see what's not there, to delve beyond the surface in search of non-existency just so you'd be able to say : I've been right all along, I am right. You numb all your senses, springing to life again only to prove a point (which you didnt even substantiate). You see imperfections in beauty, faults in perfection. How could it be that while you're so quick to point out the stupidity of others, you're blind to your own faults?

I am a victim, I refuse to be any longer.

I hope you really mean what you say.
I'm not going to say much more, but I'll miss you (:

Do I have to fight for your custody still?

Lots of love, Nin.