reject

Im sorry.

As harsh as it sound and as much as everyone hated it, we get rejected all the time. And the outcome is the same despite of the different situations. Devastated. The way we handle it varies. However, I think, to forget one's existence is not the one that top my list. I don't know what do you expect from me. Yes, I am touched when you confessed in front of hundreds, but I did not tell you to do that. That's not the case here. The point that I am conveying is that, the feeling come by itself even if you confess infront of hundreds or not, it does not really matter. I am thankful and grateful, but don't put me in a spot where I feel forced to return your love which at this very moment, I don't have it for you. Not more than a friend.

Lots of love, Nin.