My fingers were itching to type a post, despite how heavy my eyelids are now. Generally, today was near perfect perfect. No negative energy, No emo thoughts, No nothing but mega merriment hahaha. School was exceptionally great today, for one reason we had four hours of break in between (of which, an hour spent lunch-ing, another hour playing word challenge on facebook, and the remaining two hours on pharmacology revision). Did nothing much for the rest of the lessons though.
It's crazy how time flies so fast. Well actually I'm here to conclude what I've missed blogging about. Not too much of a fun-filled weeks/days, I must admit. Nonetheless I made it through. School has been a huge huge load on these tender shoulders of mine. Heh yes, gag already. Few more hours till I smell a little freedom. Lots of events happening this week too (:
With so much that's going on, nothing actually is for certain. Whether or not things turn out the way you want it to, whether or not you're able to take the pressure, whether or not you'll be assured of a smile at the end of the day - we're all going to have to suck it up, and take it all in. Even if only bit by bit, all we need is for our system to digest whatever we go through. I guess all that I'm trying to say is - No matter what God throws into your platter, no matter who leaves you, no matter what kind of a sick freak abuses you emotionally/physically; always always remember that it happened for a reason. And as much as you're not going to be able to be so positive 24/7, bear in mind that He gave it to you only because He knows you'll be able to get out of the situation fine.
This is in general: Don't stick with a group just because they treat you good, stick with them because you find comfort and feel secured when you're with them.
Enough said. Im feeling totally random now. So many things have happened and I don't know how to begin with. Really. Nonetheless, I've been smiling since I got home just now =)
♥ If smokers are addicted to ciggerattes and drugs are what keeping drug addicts alive, I'll say that THEY are my ciggerattes and drugs.
Ps: It's been a while since Monday felt this good.
Alright, cut the smile now. Im going to freak out anytime soon. NSL practical tmrow!!!
I'll update again soon. Ciao bananas!
Lots of love, Nin.
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