Okay. Quite a number responded to my previous post. Some even asked me online or rang me up on my mobile pertaining to the subject. hmmm.

The thoughts were literally flowing, after having to go through the rather unexpected Saturday, 18 oct (from the time my day began to the time my day ended). It's entirely up to you, how you're gonna digest this whole thing. Here goes...

Well, everyone makes stupid mistakes in their life. BIG stupid mistakes. Most, make it without even knowing it; until they’re way past it and they look back at those times and have a good laugh at those stupid miserable times.

On the other hand, some of us make these mistakes out of deliberation. To cover up our tracks, to get over a crater in the heart so big, it hurts every single minute, or simply to justify a front that has always been there. A front, that they can’t live without. Or so, they think/believe.

I guess people just need to tell repeated lies and repeat the same old mistakes to keep up with whom they’ve become throughout the years. At a certain point in life, you’ll tend to do things that you don’t even feel like doing, just to keep up with whom you’ve become; facade, or not.

And that’s the story that some of us exist in. Only to regret day, by day. But thats what we’ve become. So thats the end of the story. No buts no what ifs, none whatsoever.

This month, my pockets're suffering from serious bullimia and I don't think there's any cure to this. I've already invested on a new thumbdrive, printer ink/paper. Yet to invest on a camera. On top of that, Royal Sporting House is having SALE! And that nicely coincides with what im planning to further invest on. From a want, it became a need. new Nike: shoes (the one like Nad's), water bottle, bag (this is worth it), shoe bag. mmmmm...

Was woken up by Fidah's call this morning (thanks ehh fid. tsk! haha.) The rest of the day was spent at home catching up on ME-time and clearing up my notes and revision (not forgetting tutorials). The weather was perfect. Had dinner with the whole family infront of the television and (prior to whatever happened yst) the "conspire" topic came out. geee. It's so cute how daddy tried to fight his way through, firmly stating that the word "conspire" doesnt exsist. In the end, he lost. hahaha! =) I so LOVE my family.

Okay. Nuff said. I'm diving into bed , supposedly now but I cant even lift my ass.

Goodnight twits!

Lots of love, Nin.