Let's just update. 4 LONG weeks of attachments are finally over. No more 23 bus rides everyday. No more expensive yucky food at kopitiam. eeew. No more irritating staffs. It's back to school on Monday. The last thing Arief said to me before he ended his morning shift was " Nina, takmo sedih ahh, I see you first thing on Monday morning for biology lecture okay? haha!" oh come on! what's so haha about that? pfft.

Daddy offered to send me to work. For one simple reason, he wants me to make a pit stop at CDC first to top up my student a/c. I rejected his offer. I was too lazy to get my ass off early just to head there. the weather was effing hot lah. anyway, I went to work on my own but ask daddy to pick me up after work instead (: I'll head down CDC first thing in the morning.

Plans for later? I'm not too sure. I feel like cancelling my swimming date with sis and the girls. The idea of having to travel all the way to Jurong turns me off. Not feeling too good either. My evening plans are more or less confirmed though. I'll see how it goes.

It's been a while since I last hogged on the phone. and I just did. I feel that I have certain issues to settle with some people. Note, it's PEOPLE not person. I feel that I have all the reasons to be mad at them. but again, im not too sure.

Things maybe hard for me and him now. Nothing is ever right between us. trivial things became a major issue. If only things were like before, I could have him talk to her. but you should know girl, in any case, he'll be there for you. it's been 3 years now. Is it too late already?

right. my instinctive decisions often have to compete with all kinds of other interests and emotions. and it sucks, really.

sigh.