I've been very occupied.

Work have been really bad and would be a disaster if there's no colleagues like Tassha who goes on complaining bout the irritating PCA, whinning what to eat every break time and those random conversations we had. and Arief who thinks im alien and says that its a compliment. but overall he's alright and funny too. not forgetting Geraldine. who's been on the same shift with me all along.

I'm left with two working days. Spending hours on the treatment floor, attending the sick customers. Dealing with kids are so different. It's like you have to be gentle yet firm at the same time. geeez. and each time you do a procedure on that poor lil kid, both the parents will be staring at you as if you are going to murder that poor child. Doing admissions was hell-ish! So many forms. the never ending long checklist. and I hate it when I had to attend to it 5 minutes to off-duty.

My life's basically like a routine. Nothing interesting. Just that I'm missing someone more than he can ever comprehend. truly. And I didnt know it was wrong for me to miss him? Probably it's due to something else that he got upset about. Something which is known as a catalyst all these while. I'm not going to blame him for getting mad, for feeling such. Instead, I've learnt my lesson and I'll just let the feelings go this time.

...the reason has always been you.

I'll update the overdue pictures and some other entries soon. I'm off to work now.

Love, Nin.