Apnea

I figured out why I couldn't sleep those couple of days. It was the darned bubble tea. OMG I don't know why it took me until this morning to figure it out but the tea wasn't an iceblend but REAL tea was involved hence the dull headache I was carrying around coupled with the inability to sleep. Kill me now. Oh. on a side note, Hannah should be proud of me cause I add in AI-YU yesterday instead of pearls.

I was still sore about her/them insisting to go for the dinner treat on Thurs. without me- when suddenly the phone rang. H called and as usual I rambled on. He's bringing me for lunch or dinner (depending on the time he book out) on Friday instead. He's not gonna make me think so, he volunteered to decide the dine-in place. Hopefully somewhere with good desserts. Still, that wont make up for it. I want kinder and malteasers too.

I'm feeling too mellow. Something is not right. There is utterly no sense of release. Or euphoria. Or escapism.

I need my voice back so I can sing again. Even if I'm the only person who is entertained by it.

My nose is bugging me. URGHH.

On double night shift starting tonight. I feel apneic at that thought. and working roster sucks this time round. Patiently waiting for 3rd week of JULY! I need an escape!