We havent passed the stage afterall. have we?

I am not perfect, I get that. But neither are you. So why do you get to be the one who makes me feel like I'm not good enough? Why do you always make me doubt myself.. When my care and concern, lovefeelings for you couldn't be anymore true? What more must I do to prove to you I am sure, I am certain and that I wouldn't do anything to sabotage what we've got.

I want to understand you. Couldn't you tell me the same thing too?

Time and again, I would say I miss you. Please do not say you had no idea. Personally, I think WE have sacrificed so much in silence and im sorry that if you think I still havent put in enough effort. I wont state why or what here. that will just be natural excuses in the general prespective. sighh.

You can get mad and disappointed at me for all I care. I would not say I understand. I feel it somehow. BUT please dont doubt when I tell you that I look forward to every weekend just so I get to meet you. Dont talk about meeting, just seeing you is more than enough to make it a good weekend. Holding quality conversation becomes so tough. It hurts alot.

:( I hope everyone else is doing fine out there.
take care lovelies.