no strings attached

Frigging tired.

I think, in the end, you love the people who bother to spend time with you. Whether it's due to pure desperation from one party or both, or just simple companionship. I miss the old days when feelings were less complicated.

Last night was semi-fun. I kinda self entertained. Ended work a lil late. I glared at my JCI notes and felt somewhat jealous that they could do that, while I sat at my desk convincing myself to read just a few more pages before meeting the girls at FC and then the usuals. Late night drive outs, regardless of the destination, always make my day. I have decided that the priority still remains. Besides that, a person whom I've begun to cherish alot finally contacted me and yay. :) I could hear Katy Perry's 'firework' so loud at midnight yesterday I was chuckling to myself at the insanity of the world. And just a moment ago I received another nice text and that was enough to make me happy. Sugar dreams to you there.

Let's see how long this will last. I can wait forever. Forever is just time better spent on other more pressing issues; while waiting, I will be doing things I'd rather do. And then, when the moment finally comes, I will have a great comeback line, and oscar winning music will be played elegantly, setting the mood. Forever gives me time to compose the perfect concerto, though I think a waltz would be more fitting. And we'd be dressed for the Baroque. Can't you imagine? I'd twirl, joyfully, with my person, and you, with yours! And in between, I'd think how good it is that you're with yours, and I'm with mine. Perhaps, with a flat F# key I'll find it in me to push and prod the arpeggios into your bar, and that single high G will be waiting for me to take.

I hope that made sense. Days of late, I've come to realise somethings and I dont feel adequately special in your life anymore, but still, it didnt matter. Not that I need to. Dont get me wrong. Mutual state of trust? Well, atleast I know, or rather I want to believe that I'm still that same someone whom you said was dear to you. and here I quote, it takes two to tango (: I love you as it is now.

Hazman is entering this Book Review Contest. Kak Idah positively thinks that we both (me and him) should go ahead with it. Hmmm... should I? It's kind of comforting to know that I can find this common interest with cousins from mumsy's side. The love for writting! I'll think about it again.

I told Khai I wanna watch Black Swan this weekend. looks like time does'nt permit eh :( I think I will end up watching Syaa's DVD instead. Anywaaaaays, on a positve note, OFF for the next two days! Now, that sounded so luxurious, esp after working so hard for the past week; both clearance of CNY and post CNY workload. Happy Sunday everyone!